Wondering

If thinking about heart and love, I wish for someone who can be IMAM of family. Not only a husband. But also IMAM, leader, counsellor, minister...just like my father. Yeah, a lot of people adore their parents. I am too though. He's my inspiration. It's hard to find someone like him today. I don't know how to describe it, but I wish to find someone like him. Might not 100%, but something fatherly is okay.
I'm not ready for love relationship yet...because I'm afraid. And I'm not convinced with cyberlove, or sms love...it's true that in relationship, you just need kind heart. But it's a lie if someone does not imagine on how their partner look like. Girl like me are afraid with that kind of thing. Getting rejected after some hope just because of the look. In this world, look is everything even people's tongue saying that heart is more important. That's why...I'm not ready with that yet. I still love this single life...where I have least thing to think...and that least thing are bigger thing. My family...my family is my responsibility, and that responsibility is my biggest thing in my life...duniawi and ukhrawi.

What am I saying....hmm...just letting out what's in my mind...

p/s: I'm glad to be met with some people in my life...important and advicing me all this while. My parents, my sister, my brother, my grandparents, my SBF4eva, and my loyal trusted friends...I'm syukran to Allah to have them, even I'm just borrowing them...(^_^)

kesibukan dunia

minggu ni dan minggu depan akan menjadi minggu yang sibuk..
pagi sampai petang...
petang sampai malam..
malam sampai tengah malam...
tapi tak apa lah...
sekejap ja...
hehe..
but what is the most exciting thing now?
I've found a song entitled Believe in Love...
sang by IU and Yoo Seung Ho
I love the lyrics and melody...
the lyric shows me that how one person could not understand one's distress and sorrow
but insisted himself to put him in those shoes...
feeling wanted to help, but couldn't...
and wishing everyone to at least give them some love even if we couldn't give them more than that..
it's all for the victims of war and mistreatment...
it's also reminds me of the victims in Palestine...
our brothers and sisters...
how Bosnia, an Islamic country been tortured until it disappeared from world...
soon, Islam will come back to the top as written in faith and fate...
it will and sure will...
the world's nowadays lies will soon be clouded with the truth...
and at that time, nothing can stop Islam's justness...
(^_^)